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Godbless
04:33
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Messengers around this space
do heed your calls amongst your pain
and civism
As the frown gives extra weight
I can see clear he is a toothless bastard
I prefer to haunt him; he was wont to taunt me
This toothless bastard
He keeps a smile in pain; the gain was lain out to wane
My heart it waits to be tethered
Its a hard time to...
Being boys like you
and your ineptitude
I say a prayer for you
although I don't want to
May godbless you
May godbless you, May godbless you
OOoooooo
I prefer to haunt him; he was wont to taunt me
This toothless bastard
He keeps a smile in pain; the gain was lain out to wane
My heart it waits to be tethered
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2. |
New Tissue
04:00
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When loneliness impregnates
the vacancy it burns
which thusly gives permission
to vex my blameless world
can no one hear my tears; they soak you
can no one hear howl for sunshine
this suffering's historic
lest you left him first
he's thinking of another
but it's you that's worst
i'd stitch my eyes closed for his adoration
my loyalty is taught and seamless
A little blind i had been
dying to give more love
your silent shy condition's
not fair to anyone
i really need to sing this out of me
your loyalty is frayed and in despair
And did you know it?
-I didn't know it!
And did you feel it??
-I never felt it!
thats because he kept it all inside him.
then he fucking blamed it on my V(agina)
he really blamed it!
on my v
i can't believe it! no can't believe it, on my v.
he fucking blamed it on my v.
I'm tired
and i can't remember when the last time was i slept
i sleep
and i can't recall we're not together anymore
i wake
and i retain the feeling you repulse me ever more
and yet
i can't believe i felt just fine when you never showed your truth and all the love you gave was lies
finessing for the future i'm on the good and up
itinerant and happy
back to where i left off
my infrastructure is looking positive
i'm feeling very good and possible
False happiness within me formed a ball and calcified
I can't feel it rolling// can't feel the things inside
my stomach cries for warmth and remedy
i've swallowed vapid lumps of apathy
i've practiced nothing more than honesty
for snacks you like to chew on sympathy
i like the calm and quiet vacancy.
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3. |
I'm Thinking
03:34
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I'm thinking, thinking all of the time
When I'm thinking
I am still
I am still
Very still
Profusion of acumen
Cleansed sentience observance
A phrase that feels cagey:
"Nothing matters, all is made up"
mm.
Get it together then
Move into your body
Allowing a bypass
Engaging of folly
And now, and now
Now I'm feeling alright!
mm
I'm thinking thinking all of the time.
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4. |
No Shoes
03:34
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Oh the people they can't look
How they strain to look
at a person without any shoes on
Oh yea..
When the people divert their eyes
what they synthesize
is a bum with a blunt and an odor
Oh yea..
This place i've moved i've come to find
the jokes are few, but not the lies
house pets, gunfire and sugaries
distractions from my bleeding knees
my bleeding knees
Oh yea..
Girly girl you just can't forget
Light your cigarette
what they've done to your littlest brother
and you mother
oh yea..
Build your dreams minus company
You've got what you need
That blunt with your cunt and a 4-door
Oh yea
Whole grains and fruits and vegetables
these things i swear are edible
the only thing i hope to see
is that you're round a little bit longer
a little bit longer
yea..
a little longer doh ba doh doh...longer..
yea.
too late, too late
you never made it dear oooo..
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5. |
Feels Like Love
05:41
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Fear he walk a dog outside your window
Fear he scared the sun won't shine it's light
Fear he stay inside the cradled bayou
..is pressed by the duty of Friday nights
Fear he wear a crown which feigned a courage
Float it on the lake and say goodnight
Fear he gave me all I ever needed
..I apologize for Friday night, yea.
Illusion play it's role inside this body
illusion wear the mask of a sinful kind
Teacher taught to bypass attention on it
it's work is far beyond our eyes
Don't know where my next foot goes
It feels alright!
Cup full.. don't know who filled it though
My sword leads me to where the Heart must thrive
I've got it right
I have have figured something out
But I can't use my words
All I know's it feels like love
Even though I'm alone
Fear he creep back when you just got steady
With revelation, poise, and selfish smile
He takes the form of Eros with a Dolphin car style
..and a soul that louder than phony baby-boy wiles
He's a firm distraction to your right
Play a role necessary to your rites
Ya gonna want to blame him for your strife
But he is just as deep
Makes you want to keep on trying
Don't know how I let life go
It felt alright!
Had plans.. but had to verify if he'd complete me though
Three swords turned around and pierced my heart just fine
..Don't miss your flight.
I have have figured something out
But I can't use my words
All I know's it feels like love
Even though I'm alone
Stand tall and strong within the wake
And lick the salt from your skin
The time passed reveals illusion's game is that most of life is pain and how you live with it.
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6. |
Focus
04:31
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out in the sun where your eyes can see skies
so saccharine the feeling when your heart met mine
i never felt this feeling you provide
out in the sun where your kind heart met mine
but something is calling our focus
it felt like heartbreak
but focus
ego comes knocking
but focus.. focus.. focus
the cosmos that formed you and made you like this
the way that you heart and your brain coexist
i love every piece and i hold it like this
i love you so much love's what you consist..of.
but something is calling our focus
it felt like heartbreak
but focus
ego comes knocking
but focus..
i'm sensing happiness focus
focus
focus
focus
i know you
and you know me
i know you
and you know me
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7. |
Hollow Contemplates
04:42
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As soon as i'm "right"
Content evaporates
then i'm left with the hollow contemplates
this empty place is
where i feel i will find one whose heart is
soft and we can fine a bit of solace
so that i can finally be free from this
fake pain
this fake pain
this fake pain
this fake pain
this fake paaaain
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8. |
I'm Done
03:34
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today i got my power back a whoa oh oh
another boy becomes my muse a whoa oh.
just remembered the first, the worst
the curse transformed today
today i celebrate a lifting
could it be that my rage filled tunes are concluding?
a foreign feeling comin over my person
my words are lacking a strength i feel is waxing
WHAT IS IT!?
i'm done.
I'm done.
Oh shit, i'm done.
I'm done.
I'm done
I'm done, done.
stepping out with nothing, no neuroses!
no fear as if i'd won all trophies!
a funny feeling comin over my body:
Utopic, free, myopic, a limitless existence...
WHATS THIS FEELIN!??
is this what it's like to be a man?
oh shit!
the feeling of being man!
is this... the pleasure of disregard?
well my god!
my should has been discharged!
"oh my god... wow!"
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9. |
Box Beyond The Dust
03:22
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inside that box beyond the dust
takes more than flying through the air
takes mold, the bones from olden times
inside you meld it to declare.
two two two
two gardens gorgeous and in flux
one wall is really not enough
to make this foliage sad an abide
no tunnel built to join both sides
inside that box beyond the dust
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Roxanne Starnik Los Angeles, California
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RoXanne Starnik lives in Los Angeles, California. She writes, records produces and mixes all of her tunes in her bedroom and quite enjoys it.
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